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Name: lydia grace
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Lancaster
Birthday: 9/17/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: hmmmmm.....i love hanging w/ my friends and enjoy work..........it has its moments..........just to let you know i love listening to music and talking to my friends............britt, cj, josh, todd, phil and so many others..........thanx for everything!!!
Expertise: i am sooooo thankful for my friends....everyday! i love josh so very much! i just wish he realized how much!! i wish he understood i truly love him but i cant--not right now!!
Occupation: Accounting/Finance
Industry: Business
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  ripsjm206
Member Since:
12/19/2004
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| so i guess i dont really use this thing much anymore......i dont really get on the internet too much so....but a/w, if anyone even checks this anymore....HI! email me if you really wanna talk to me cuz when i do actually get on the internet i check my email and thats about it. but a/w, i just wanted to say i'm still alive and......MERRY CHRISTMAS! (better late than never, right?) and..........have a.....
WONDERFUL and PROSPEROUS
NEW YEAR!!!!
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| hey im not on here to write a big long letter, but i did wanna say that my big sister, anna, drew that dragon thats as my profile pic! she's a really good artist, i hope she keeps up the good work and finds the time to draw even w/ 2 kids running around all the time! a/w, im going to bed since its way past time for me.....i got home around 8:30 and i shouldve gone then but....as usual, i didnt! oh well, ill ttyl! byez!
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| it seems that we...i should be saying i......i take advantage of the
fact that death isnt staring me in the face.........i hear about. i
read about it. i even talk about it. but i never realized how
devastating its effects were until this past february. i dont mean to
sound depressed all the time in talking about my brother's death
constantly....but its always on my mind. especially when im up and
alone at 2:40 in the morning......a/w, but not only the fact that i
dont know when someone however close or far away they may be to me may
die........but i dont even know when i may keel over....i may never
finish this post....is it possible? yes. is thought about? not usually.
oh well.....life goes on.........there may be sadness and mourning but
i know that....at least when i die i want people to move on......i dont
want them to be constantly sad....i cant honestly say that i would want
them to throw a party at my funeral....altho if i died dancing that'd
be pretty awesome!! i'd def. rather be doing something fun and die than
even sleeping and never waking up..............a/w, i just think we
focus too much time on having fun rather than showing love to those who
mean the most to us.......go up to someone today and tell them you love
them......i dont care who they are--stranger/best
friend/parent/sibling......tell them you SINCERELY love them!! I LOVE
YOU ALL!!! i hope you know that im not just saying that i truly mean
it!!!! ttyl!
ps. seth loved black eyed peas...he was the one that introduced me to this original version of "Let's Get It Started"
*EDIT
well........i did finish this post.
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| wow! i cant believe i finally got a new job! it seems like ive been
trying to get one forever....dont get me wrong.....i enjoyed a lot of
the benefits for working for my parents but i kinda figured it'd be
good to have a bigger company on my resume. time to step into the "big"
city....lol! if you can call lancaster a BIG city! a/w, yeah, im
excited! i start on thursday nite....yeah.......3rd shift! and i dont
get the weekends off so i guess i gotta stop the partying! that
sucks!!! yeah rite.........ill just do my partying when i do have off
work! hehe! y'all know how much of that i do, rite? a/w, i work
11pm-7am on thursday nite.....YEAH!! now i can look forward to all my
days getting confused! hehe! w/e, itll be interesting and fun and i did
choose 3rd shift........they did give me the choice of day clerk or
nite audit! woohoo! a/w, im gonna go take a nap...or at least try
to......so that i can get used to staying up all nite and sleeping
during the day! woohoo! ttyl! byez!
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| hey everybody whats going on? nm here.....just living life and hopin it
gets better. i guess its not too bad but every time anyone says
anything i think of seth.........god i miss him!!! i miss him so
much!!! why?!?! that was my brother why did he have to go? oh god!!!!
life doesnt even seem worth it.....the only thing keeping me alive is
knowing that that would kill my family....b/c they
love me and dont need to deal with another death....and the fact that my Baby loves me and will
be here soon! i miss him sooo much and love him even more!!!!
i dont mean to sound all sad and depressed.........sorry......i just
wish that it wasnt something thats always on my mind!!!! it kills me to
no end to think i didnt call him as much as i wanted to and i didnt
tell him i lvoed him enough!!! i swear if i love someone i will never
ever get off that phone or walk away w/o saying i love you cuz you
never know when they're gonna or you're gonna die. its not a happy
thing to think about but i do cuz its always here.....in my head.
listen to me i sound like a freakin stupid human being!!! like thats
unusual! those of you who have no idea what its like to lose someone
who you were just starting to get to know.....be careful but dont waste
time in getting to know them.....if you love someone then make sure
they know!!!!! god i wish i...........couldve said more to seth! it
kills me!! i love my bro!! my wangsta!!! hehe (remember britt?) silly
ole seth always trying to make ppl smile and laugh! he was a good man!!
he changed sooo much! in a good way........and im sorry for those of
you who never had the privilege of meeting or knowing him better!!
america's finest!! thats what he was! he will never know how many pplz
lives he touched and influenced! just like most of us will never know
the impact he had or any of us have/had on anybody!
ya know i wrote a pretty mean letter to some of you and i just wanted
to publicly apologize........i dont know that i ever actually
apologized to any of you......please except this apology!! im sorry! im
sorry for what i said--i dont even remember what i said anymore i just
know that it was probly not the nicest things!
oh god! isaiah..........i love him so much!! my big lil brother! hehe!
go the right way....you KNOW which way that is! be careful in the
choices you make........be good and most of all love and respect your
parents!! they love you soooo much just as the rest of us do! well....i
guess i should stop crying and get to work! w/e life's too short!!
so.....eat dessert first! as my dad always says! love you all!!! ttyl!
byez!
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