| | it seems that we...i should be saying i......i take advantage of the
fact that death isnt staring me in the face.........i hear about. i
read about it. i even talk about it. but i never realized how
devastating its effects were until this past february. i dont mean to
sound depressed all the time in talking about my brother's death
constantly....but its always on my mind. especially when im up and
alone at 2:40 in the morning......a/w, but not only the fact that i
dont know when someone however close or far away they may be to me may
die........but i dont even know when i may keel over....i may never
finish this post....is it possible? yes. is thought about? not usually.
oh well.....life goes on.........there may be sadness and mourning but
i know that....at least when i die i want people to move on......i dont
want them to be constantly sad....i cant honestly say that i would want
them to throw a party at my funeral....altho if i died dancing that'd
be pretty awesome!! i'd def. rather be doing something fun and die than
even sleeping and never waking up..............a/w, i just think we
focus too much time on having fun rather than showing love to those who
mean the most to us.......go up to someone today and tell them you love
them......i dont care who they are--stranger/best
friend/parent/sibling......tell them you SINCERELY love them!! I LOVE
YOU ALL!!! i hope you know that im not just saying that i truly mean
it!!!! ttyl!
ps. seth loved black eyed peas...he was the one that introduced me to this original version of "Let's Get It Started"
*EDIT
well........i did finish this post.
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I like to think we are, but I may be biased. Thanks so much for your advice on the long distances. We'll see how that goes... Hopefully he's transferring up here after a year. Tell your bf to get on the ball and transfer here too 
Hope you're doing ok! How's the bf??
